I fall in love fast. My venus is in aries so don’t fucking blame me for this shit. I hate it as much as anyone else that figures it out, if not even more. I hate being so vulnerable to love, I hate the power it got over me. I wasn’t in love with you but I did really like you. We just started to get to know each other but you made me feel so special? Always gave me compliments, held me so I felt safe, didn’t bother that I was overweight, looked at me like I was the prettiest girl alive. You made me feel interesting and like I was worth something. You looked at me and flirted with me instead of my best friend which I’m so unfamiliar with. But I didn’t want to sleep with you just yet, and I apologized for that. That’s when you told me you didn’t even want that kind of relationship with me because you loved someone else.
I knew I should’ve trusted my gut feeling. Let you go before you got this close to my soul. Yet I didn’t because I was so hopeful that I would finally feel loved and appreciated again. But I just ended up more hurt than I was before. Fuck this.
